Accident and Emergency (A+E), is what the place where acting and thought flow in naturally in them to save a patient life. Can we think for minutes before we act? No! Not in A+E at all. But for second still can acceptable. Yesterday, one of the staff nurse as what we as staff nurse do when a patient fits in front of us in A+E? Guess what, 6 head with half an hour, all of us cant even manage the case successful. Note are just note, when deal with life, its more than just a notes. Knowledge just a guide but there are more. More then that. Even thought I know since I first time started as student days. Yet until now I still can't get it trough what is it all about from the beginning to the end of the thing as Nurses do. Because this trouble me, "We live for ourselves not for others." Then why? Why we do all this things? Life saving? Nursing is really complicated job as a living. Nothing is right and nothing is wrong. Every time think of it, make myself more confuse bout life and living. Human thought has two direction. Complicated..