Today in CCU, is the worst day of my life. Staff nurse ask me to take simple things can't even get the thing for her. I can even give a hand to her. Shit! Tomorrow must try my best to help others then giving problem to others. Just left few more moment. Must try the best.

Talking bout moment, it is really limited. Feel happy and sad at the same time. Time really suck me out. Every moment I have here will alway be keep in me. EVIL or ANGLE I will keep. Skip the topic.

The further can't be predict with all the thing I have now, weakness and strength. How will I face them all? Just have to find out myself.