Long time I didn't write my blog. This morning, I do my management. Not very bad, thinking of want to help staff nurse finish their things make me move for a while but, I am an idiot also for I can't think of how to make a sentence out of the doctor written. I can just make a hardly understood sentence. Have to redirect me every time. Lot of people has lots of why to do. As for me I have to write more for I have bad memory. Sometimes feel like the world is chasing after me for same kind of act. Been used.. But, there are humans want to help me also. I can see that. Even they are angry but they help a lot. Learning take place for me is too slow.. I need to improve it so that they have time to go for lunch. I have my lunch at 1250 hours today. Consider very late for, I need to pass report at 1330 hours. Pass report is not hard nor easy. I still not very good at it. 3 patients I pass for almost 15 minutes. Took so long to pass a simple report? Just wasting people time. Working as staff nurse is not my passion, knowing what medication and health things is not my passion but helping staff nurse to do things is my passion. How am I going to fix it? I do not have a clue..

Today after work I got scolding. Like always because I didn't really update my cross. But do not know why, I felt very angry when I heard that. For the pass has make me felt it. A man like me should not be a nurse. After see them, I just walk off just like that even thought she ask me to see someone. I had feel up will hates... Then I went to the find Digi centre for information. The centre is just around the conner. How wonderful. make thing easier for me. So happy! Think going to change to digi line back. So my maxis going to be cut off just like that. Think have to wait also for there are things need to be wait. ^^

Now now, think I have finish for my today story. I will end this for a sentence...

"I HATE CON MORE THAN NURSING AND I CRUSH NURSING WITH MY BARE HAND!"