Looks like my pal had ran into something bad. Think of it, not as bad as it looks. Maybe because he had met someone, my guess his type. In this situation he has to choose which to accept. One from near and another from a far. I wonder what will he choose? Just now I phone him, and he sounds ok like nothing happen. Like normal him. Think of it, maybe he sad inside but another thought, the web girl he mention maybe has healed him. Or maybe not all. Hope he will recover because  he is my friend. God Bless him well, plz.
So tire now. Few days later need to do another night le. Feel like don't want to continue le. Living in the way of nursing make me want to die with the patients.