Now I know what is the different KY talking about. The different, why it happen? One thing, feel like didn't care. Care but at the same time do not know. Care or not care. Talk what happen during the day and what been thinking. That is the hardest thing to do. I do not one others to worry because, my life is to make others happy except me. That's make me happy for what I live for. Everyone will say I am crazy for live others to be happy except self. "Can we actually live alone in this world happily?" In a day we will talk, play, everything we do with another human. Why should I be happy if others aren't?
"Live to see others happy except myself?" I know there is something not right with it but do not know why. Just has to wait for someone who can really break the chain and let me see what is happiness really means. Everyone can easily describe what is happy but what is happy? Smile? Laugh? Good job? or A family? Live alone?
Can it be sharing the moment the day with the people who care about us?
Care, two type of care. Care about us and care bout themselves make them care for us. Each care carry out different outcome. Which one I am? Only people around me can tell.
What a mix from this one I wrote.
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ReplyDeleteyour thoughts are soooooooo deeeeeeep like the ocean! please think positively about life itself. don't always criticize the bad parts of your life. sometimes these bad parts could help u improve you to lead a better and happier life! trust me, i've gone through some of them myself. if u really treasure ur frens, try to be genuinely happy when u are hanging out with them. if they caught u putting up that fake wall/mask, some will avoid you and thus u will lost that great friendship. share your feelings with them which u have bottled them up in yourself. u mentioned that no one can live alone in this world. that is why close friends and relatives plays an important in one's life.
ReplyDeleteThanks tinanit.. I will take your advice.
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