How wonderful my first day of my night had end. Feel so, dizzy and heavy eyes.. for 24 hours I has been awake. Lucky not for more than that or.. maybe it well. have to see if  I can sleep or not today.. morning. Sucks life!
Nothing really interesting happen in my life. Just one thing, my baby sent me the fried rice and a bottle of water which I couldn't find where it put. The fried rice was good but a bit too spicy for me.. But still can eat. No harm. Well, nothing means much more than the belover one gave it out to her loves one..

After seeing my friends pic, I felt I have been lost and far away from them from now. Really further away from my reach. I way too weak to be next to. I been lost in the fight. I been not moving forward for so long.. Way too long form now. Don't know when and how to starts over. Must get stronger and stronger.. must to my death!