Today I'm woking night shif.. Always don't like it. Making me don't know who I am after the night. Weird man.. So today is going to me like, What am I doing? Waiting for night falls to go work. Can anyone just stap on my chest or even better into the heart. Really don't feel like living. Anything better than normal job with normal time working day. Nothings seems to see right. Happy face with sorrow mind. Four years and 7 months I guess won't be slow. Need to snap out of it. Normal life is just great for me with the hate in me..